God has been slowly breaking me.
Every week, He puts new challenges in front of me. I have trouble trusting Him. I try to figure out how to get around him. I figure He isn't helping me in any way I can see to fix the problem. So I manage through the problem, but the next week's problem is harder. It's finally working. And giving up becomes a great joy, to know your situations and know they are not what defines who you are or will be, or what you have faith in and what you focus on.