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January 8, 2008

It seems to me that many of you whom I talk to feel the same way.

I love classes, don't get me wrong, learning is a special treat for me, especially the stuff I get to study at school. But I feel really trapped, because I don't feel like I am pursuing any calling while I am at school. I feel like my life is somewhat pointless at this point, and I am wasting alot of my time waiting to be able to afford and finish classes.....

I want to move away... I really just want to pick up and go to another country. I've never been to one I didn't like. Starting over provides such freshness, and I feel pretty stale these days. Is anyone with me?

I am jealous of my friend Rachel, who just left for a year long missions trip. What a way to grow...

I feel like I (and we) should be able to live extrordinarily fresh and purposeful life right here where I am, but it seems that 95%... no 97% of the time people are for some reason unable to live with an extreme, God given delight and purpose.... I feel like everyone should go somewhere foreign, and the foreign Christians should come here, them everyone would be forced to rely on God out of there comfort zones, and we could start being extrordinary for him... I wanna move away.

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